Vibe Check 2019
Alright Fish has pretty much not been blogging at all. Fish has been very procrastinate friendly lately.
Somehow Fish has also managed to finish a research paper 2 months in advance. Ironic and iconic Fish things.
It's October in 2019. Oh Fish's god. Fish isn't done being twenty three yet. What.
So what has Fish managed to do in this past year can't be said to be extremely noteworthy. Compared to last year, Fish has really slowed down on certain aspects of life, which is sad. On the other hand, Fish now has someone to get through all of these things with. Yay.
Fish is wondering what is going to make Fish be Fish again. But has Fish never been Fish, or has Fish thought Fish changed but not? Or has Fish changed and changed back again. Or has Fish never changed? These things make Fish really sad.
On the side, Fish has definitely never worn a dress to prom but 'Prom Dress' by mxmtoon is such a mood. Really. Fish has always been socially and privately awkward. That's just how Fish has always been, but somehow, recent events have Fish feeling like Fish has grown from that somewhat. Fish is no longer that socially anxious in awkward situations somehow. Yay.
Makeup isn't running down but feelings are definitely all around.
Tomorrow Fish will be going out of town for a function in the big city. Not that where Fish lives isn't a big city, but it is pretty small compared to where Fish is going.
Small but where Fish is most comfortable. Where Fish calls home.
(39)
Somehow Fish has also managed to finish a research paper 2 months in advance. Ironic and iconic Fish things.
It's October in 2019. Oh Fish's god. Fish isn't done being twenty three yet. What.
So what has Fish managed to do in this past year can't be said to be extremely noteworthy. Compared to last year, Fish has really slowed down on certain aspects of life, which is sad. On the other hand, Fish now has someone to get through all of these things with. Yay.
Fish is wondering what is going to make Fish be Fish again. But has Fish never been Fish, or has Fish thought Fish changed but not? Or has Fish changed and changed back again. Or has Fish never changed? These things make Fish really sad.
On the side, Fish has definitely never worn a dress to prom but 'Prom Dress' by mxmtoon is such a mood. Really. Fish has always been socially and privately awkward. That's just how Fish has always been, but somehow, recent events have Fish feeling like Fish has grown from that somewhat. Fish is no longer that socially anxious in awkward situations somehow. Yay.
Makeup isn't running down but feelings are definitely all around.
Tomorrow Fish will be going out of town for a function in the big city. Not that where Fish lives isn't a big city, but it is pretty small compared to where Fish is going.
Small but where Fish is most comfortable. Where Fish calls home.
(39)
Comments
Post a Comment